The name's Carmen Charmaine Audrey Chew.
I'm a girl who live her whole life in these ways, If you do want to understand me,
please do be patience and finish all of the below.
1. People who don’t know me think I’m quiet. People who do know me wish I was.
2. People ask me why its so hard to trust people. I ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.
3. I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.
4. I’d rather be flawed and imperfect than to not experience my life to the fullest.
5. I love hearing old songs I used to love. They’re like memories you can always go back to.
6. I don’t need expensive stuff to make me happy. All I need is someone who’s always there even when the whole world’s walking out.
7. I don’t trust words, I trust actions.
8. I don’t want someone who sees the good about me, I want someone who sees the bad and still loves me.
9. I don’t hate my haters, but I won’t ever surround myself with such negativity. I’m better than that.
10. I’m a simple person who hides a thousand feelings behind the happiest smile.
11. I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly, a bitch when I’m blunt, shy when I’m quiet. You just can’t please everyone.
12. I’m not shy, I’m holding back my awesomeness, so I don’t intimidate you.
13. I don’t follow the rules, I don’t follow the crowd, I don’t follow instructions, I don’t follow advice. I like to play fair I just don’t always play nice.
14. I love those random memories that make me smile no matter what’s going on in my life right now.
15. Just because I don’t talk to you, or text you first, doesn’t mean I don’t miss you. I’m just waiting for you to miss me.
16. I’d rather be known for being a bitch while being real, then known for being the sweetest girl while being fake.
17. Don’t judge me for my choices when you don’t understand my reasons.
18. I’ll never be perfect, you just have to accept the fact that I am who I am.
19. I see myself as a crayon, I may not be your favorite color, but I know someday, you will need me to complete your picture.
20. I don’t have a short temper, I just have a quick reaction to bullshit.
21. If you don’t like my words, don’t listen. If you don’t like my appearance, don’t look. If you don’t like my actions, turn your head; It’s as simple as that.
22. I may be quiet, but I have so much on my mind.
23. Don’t mix between my personality and my attitude because my personality is ME and my attitude depends on YOU.
24. Love me or hate me, both are in my favor. If you love me, I’ll always be in your heart. If you hate me, I’ll always be in your mind.
25. I hide all my problems behind my smile. Behind my smile is a world of pain. You think you know me, but you have no idea.
26. If you would like to be a part of my future, don’t judge me for my past.
27. Don’t make me mad then tell me to calm down. That’s like stabbing someone and then wondering why they’re bleeding.
28. I like to pretend that i’m okay because I don’t wanna annoy people with my problems.
29. I’m a lover not a fighter, but I will fight for what I love.
30. I wasn’t born to “fit in”. I was born to be myself.
31. I wish my eyes could take photos.
32. To love is nothing. To be loved is something. To love and be loved is everything. I am nothing, you’re something so let me be your everything.
33. I’m the girl that always has her phone in her hands, headphones in her ears and that one guy on her mind.
34. I’m no beauty queen. I’m just beautiful me.
35. I’m not looking for something perfect, I want something real. Something between the two of us, something we both feel.
36. Just be real with me, because that’s what’s going to keep you around.
37. Love me for who I am, not who you thought I was.
I'm best at being me. This is my life. I’m gonna do whatever I want to be happy.
You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.